Diary of a Dominatrix

Mistress Roulette and Mister P have both recently had their first drug trip on THC. They are joined by Zeroskillz to discuss recent events in their lives, drug trips, litigation, Mistress Cyan, the reopening of Passive Arts (now Sanctuary LAX), and the canceling of "The Event"

Mistress Roulette and Mister P are having sex again! Yea team. And this seems to have something to do with the relationship improving between Roulette and Clark. Oh what a tangled relationship web we weave.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P welcome Porn Star/USC Film Grad/Fulltime Lesbian Lily Cade. Together they discuss the ins and outs of porn.

Zeroskillz rejoins Mistress Roulette and Mister P (who are STILL not having sex) to discuss strippers, drug dealers, lesbians, and Pneumonia. Mister P discusses how he once made money going to a strip club, and how hard it is to find girls who want to have sex on film just for the sheer joy of it.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P are still not having sex, but who really cares. They discuss recent events involving health anxiety, computer games, and Tony Robbins.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P discuss the lack of sex they've been having since they got married. They also talk about why you need to actually be able to see the porn stars heads in order for the video to qualify as awesome. Roulette later discovers the greater source of her lack of sex drive and how it's also related to her dominance.

Zeroskillz joins Mistress Roulette and Mister P to discuss… Jesus, people it turned out being a four hour Podcast. What didn’t they discuss? It was certainly the geekiest Podcast ever. Amongst the topics discussed were: the differences between White Wolf’s Storyteller system versus Pathfinder’s D20 system as well as the differences between the gamers who tend to favor the two; the difficulty of getting porn stars to do something other than perform fellatio and start acting; why Mister P has started referring to Mistress Roulette’s polyamorous interest as Clark Kent; that the movie Rounders does not portray actual poker hands all that accurately; the relationship between sexual intercourse and broken washing machines; And much more.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P discuss the difficulty they are running into in producing more videos, both their own and with others. They also review a piece of erotic fiction and compare reality to fantasy.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P discuss all the bizarre details surrounding their recent marriages.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P try their hand at Podcasting in the afternoon. They discuss the changes in direction that their lives are taking since the wedding and the New Year. These changes include a more scheduled life for Roulette, yet a more chaotic one in terms of income in terms of Mister P. Additionally, they discuss the end of the Mistress Roulette's first experiments into Polyamory and the fact that he other lover was, well, just plain weird. They go on to discuss some of the eccentricity he recently exhibited including returning the book that Mister P bought him for Chistmas (which has been added to the Podcast section of our bookstore).

Mistress Roulette and Mister P follow up their last Podcast by discussing the what happened between her and her amorous interest over Halloween weekend: when it would be their last time to spend together in the foreseeable future, they had the run of the apartment for hours on end, and were going to a new bondage club hours later. Mistress Roulette admitted that she enjoyed the effect that the possibility of sex with another man was having on Mister P, and feels it’s a nice addition to the relationship between the two of them. Mister P, however, is more circumspect and feels that Roulette’s manipulative desires may not end well, as it just recently cost her a 11 year relationship with the man she lost her virginity to. Pulses will race as you find the conclusion of this action packed Podcast.

Major changes are underway in the relationship between Mistress Roulette and Mister P that are revealed in this episode. The most Earth shattering revelation is that Mistress Roulette now has Mister P’s consent to have sexual intercourse outside of their relationship. Our kinky duo talk about their reasons for why they have reached this unconventional decision, what it is that they both hope to gain from it, how their kinky sex lives have helped them to uncover and deal with past psychological trauma, and how they have grown so closely together that they simply can’t imagine their lives without each other.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P spend a good deal of this Podcast discussing the Thomas Harris novel Silence of the Lambs. They then get around to discussing some of the obstacles that they’ve been dealing with in their kinky lives together when Mistress Roulette declares she has to end the Podcast so that they can go get kinky.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P have just finished watching the complete 1978 series, "The Prisoner". The share there thoughts on the critically acclaimed show and discuss the heavy BDSM overtones of the show. Along the way they discuss some of their favorite TV Shows such as "The X-Files." They segue from the breaking of the Prisoner to the guilt Mistress Roulette would face if attempting to break Mister P. They reflect on their first strap-on experience and how it changed Mistress Roulette's opinion about which sex has the power.

In this Podcast, Mistress Roulette and Mister P reflect on what constitutes real male submission versus what they consider to be faking it. They also discuss a new psychological technique that Roulette is considering using with both her clients and her lover.