Diary of a Dominatrix

Mistress Roulette and Mister P continue to discuss their transformative last six months. Roulette starts by discussing her finding a new treatment for chronic pain. After that, Mister P takes over with a discussion of the Queening Stool phenomenon. The two end by discussing masculinity, femininity, and cuckold as a sexual orientation.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P respond to fan demand by providing a real life update. Things are looking up for the kinky couple.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P continue to hash out there extra-martial relationships for the podcast audience. This time around, Mister P deposes his wife to get very specific answers to very specific questions. She would later say that she never felt so naked and exposed for the audience, so we hope you liked it.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P relay the positive changes that have come into their life since Mister P started sharing her with another man. It’s not all a bed of roses, however, as the discussion suddenly degenerates into a heated argument about the future.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P get interviewed over Skype by Crazy Heart who runs his own Podcast, "The People of Kink." So far they are the only couple to go on his program that are "into Cuckolding." Together they discuss how differently Mistress Roulette and Mister P are from images of Cuckolding that is seen on Fetlife.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P discover that, while she may have more than one love in her life, they do not qualify as "polyamorous" in the eyes of the Fetlifers. They discuss the complete absence of the traditional male male female love triangle in modern BDSM terminology. Mister P compares them to fugitives from Aldous Huxley's novel "Brave New World" because if there was any one slogan that summed up modern polyamoury it would be "Everyone belongs to everyone else." The podcast got interrupted and, when they picked it back up the next day, Mistress Roulette's lover had paid her a visit to further consummate their relationship. Mister P discusses the difficulty of coping with the event fresh in his mind.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P reflect on her recent sexual penetration by another man.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P are back at it. Going on the five year mark in their relationship, Mistress Roulette has decided to cuckold Mister P with an old flame.

Auby and Preston continue their discussion of applying Jigoro Kano’s philosophy of mutual welfare and benefit to BDSM ethics. They also discuss that the kinds of kink they are proposing to engage is right on the edge of this new paradigm.

In this episode, Auby is upset because of how Preston characterized her relationship with the comedian way back in Episode 1. She expressed her displeasure with his tendency to mock her desires to have passionate sex with another man. They then have a very frank, raw and heart-felt discussion about how this is affecting them.

Auby, Preston, and Allen get together to discuss the rumblings on Fetlife. Specifically, the strange way in which the kinky community carries itself, the bizarre attitudes people seem to pass off as common place, and how incensed they become when challenged. Preston introduces Jigoro Kano's philosophy of "mututal welfare and benefit" and applies it to kink. The three then compare this philosophy to Fetlife user Cybele_, a proponent of "real femdom."

Allen, a Podcast fan from back in the Diary of a Dominatrix days, is the focus of our second Podcast of the new series. Auby is becoming an Astrological Counselor, and Allen is her first subject. Her work is cut out for her because Allen is a hardcore skeptic, but she does quite well in giving counsel to Allen regarding his marriage.

Allen, (Fetlife user akm3) long-time 'DoaD' podcast listener, joins us to kick off the rebranded Podcast. Among the highlights, the former Mistress Roulette (actually Aubianne) struggles with a complicated predicament: having feelings for a man that's been in her life for several years - and isn't her husband, Mr P / Preston. She also recalls her first experiences with what can be argued as polyamoury, but seems more akin to accidental cuckoldry; specifically, her college relationships.

Mistress Roulette and Mister P come back to make one final Diary of a Dominatrix Podcast. In it they discuss the fact that Mistress Roulette is in love with another man and that she wants to start a sexual relationship outside their marriage. Strangely, this seems to have rekindled their marriage. They recap the events of the last year or so and how Mistress Roulette got depressed and couldn't get out of bed for much of it.

Mistress Roulette, Mister P, and Clark Kent spent the day in court after getting served with a restraining order from their former couch surfer, Jerry. They discuss the bizarre incident at length and speculate as to what could possibly motivate someone that Mister P hasn't seen in over a year make accusations of being stalked by him.