Summary: The only thing I should do is to become a carrier of His message of love. I do not deserve His association, I have not done anything to be worth of His association. I have not done anything for purity. I have had such a black and bleak history behind myself. What can I ask for? What can I claim? Is there anything good from me to be expected? But I want to be a carrier of His message of love. I want to be that because I know that this will somehow charm Him and show Him that I am His. If I cannot carry His message then at least I want to carry His bags, or carry something. But I do not want to walk around just for myself, for my own ego world anymore. I want to carry out service, to run around for my Lord, and what could be a better purpose than running around and carrying His message.
