Summary: If you’ve ever come up against some really strong feelings – either your own or someone else’s – then you’ve probably felt yourself freaking out a little bit. Going into flight, fight or freeze mode! In Part 2, we talk about the fear of feelings and the fear of anger.<br> <br> Fears of Intimacy<br> As we talked about last week, we all have the <a title="OYF009: Stop Hiding From Your Spouse! Fears of Intimacy (Part 1 of 3)" href="/oyf009-stop-hiding-spouse-fear-of-intimacy-part-1-3/">fear of intimacy</a> to some degree. Which one (or ones), and the severity, is mostly due to what we experienced in our families of origin (FOO). But the exciting thing is these do not have to be perpetuated through the course of our marriages!<br> We can overcome fears be acknowledging them, identifying them, and talking about them with a safe, caring spouse. As we quoted last week, “Perfect love casts out fear”. We do not get perfect love from our spouse all the time, but at least a healthy, sincere love will do a great deal to uproot and disempower these fears.<br> As we jump into Fear #3, we again want to acknowledge the work and research of Dr. Gerald Weeks and Dr. Stephen Treat in identifying these fears of intimacy. Both of these individuals have extensive experience helping marriages and it is more of their hard work that we are unpacking in today’s episode.<br> Fear #3: Fear of Feelings<br> This fear has elements of the previous two fears (see <a title="OYF009: Stop Hiding From Your Spouse! Fears of Intimacy (Part 1 of 3)" href="/oyf009-stop-hiding-spouse-fear-of-intimacy-part-1-3/">OYF009</a>), but this one is especially about feelings. Some spouses have learned to fear their feelings – all of them!<br> Rather than feel, these spouses would rather think. They hide behind rationality, denial, intellectualization, or just plain rigidity about what is “right”, and in so doing, stay detached in order to keep space between their spouse and their feelings.<br> Or, a person who fears their feelings may marry some histrionic, overly dramatic, to further take the pressure off them having to face their own feelings. If they have to deal with your junk, they don’t have to do the hard work of working through their own.<br> If you grew up in a home with alcoholism, depression, child abuse, manic depressive behavior, or just sheer emotional unpredictability, then feelings were likely overwhelming. What do you do then? You shut the feelings down.<br> Or, perhaps your parents denied or dismissed your feelings. Maybe you even got punished for having some feelings. This leads to the belief that your spouse will discount your feelings, so you ignore them, minimize them, and keep them hidden.<br> Fear #4: Fear of Anger<br> There are two sides to the fear of anger. One is the fear of my anger, and the other is the fear of your anger.<br> Fear of My Own Anger<br> Sometimes a spouse brings deep anger and resentment to the marriage. A classic example of this is in parentified children. These folks were asked to assume responsibility far beyond their capacity when they were children. Often they had to care for a parent – sometimes from very legitimate situations, or on the sadder end of the spectrum, a child with alcoholic parents having to be hyper vigiliant that a drunk, smoking parent didn’t pass out with a half-smoked cigarette and set the house on fire.<br> These children typically either never had the opportunity, or were never allowed, to express feelings of anger and this builds up over time. In marriage, they become afraid of all that coming out uncontrollably so they keep their distance from others, including their spouse.<br> Or if a person has grown up in a very angry home and witnessed spousal abuse or experienced child abuse, this is also a common source of fear of anger because they never want to repeat what they saw – being done in anger.<br>
