Summary: i dont even know what to say tonight other than i am both blessed and scared as hell to be me today but I think that's a good thing (I hope) - just ate some real good food I was scared of n it was superb - I'm real happy - slept a lot of the day away in fear and anxiety but covered some real positive ground too - who knows what each day from here on out will bring me - met a real cute boy on NYE but we didnt even talk to eachother bc we are both being scared I think - Damn - let us all let go of FEAR this year!!! Fear is one of the world's most crippling addictions there is - I've had my share of addictions and met many others crippled by addiction - but aren't all the real chemical addictions mixed in with some sort of fear too? Call me out if I'm wrong - speak to me if I'm right.
