“Patterns” by Amy Lowell




The Voice before the Void: Arcana, Story, Poetry show

Summary: Armistice Day:<br> A celebrated poem about the Flanders Campaign of the British army during the War of the First Coalition, written and published during the First World War as the British army was fighting in Flanders.<br> -The Voice before the Void<br> “Patterns”<br> Amy Lowell<br> I walk down the garden paths,<br> And all the daffodils<br> Are blowing, and the bright blue squills.<br> I walk down the patterned garden-paths<br> In my stiff, brocaded gown.<br> With my powdered hair and jewelled fan,<br> I too am a rare<br> Pattern. As I wander down<br> The garden paths.<br> My dress is richly figured,<br> And the train<br> Makes a pink and silver stain<br> On the gravel, and the thrift<br> Of the borders.<br> Just a plate of current fashion,<br> Tripping by in high-heeled, ribboned shoes.<br> Not a softness anywhere about me,<br> Only whalebone and brocade.<br> And I sink on a seat in the shade<br> Of a lime tree. For my passion<br> Wars against the stiff brocade.<br> The daffodils and squills<br> Flutter in the breeze<br> As they please.<br> And I weep;<br> For the lime-tree is in blossom<br> And one small flower has dropped upon my bosom.<br> And the plashing of waterdrops<br> In the marble fountain<br> Comes down the garden-paths.<br> The dripping never stops.<br> Underneath my stiffened gown<br> Is the softness of a woman bathing in a marble basin,<br> A basin in the midst of hedges grown<br> So thick, she cannot see her lover hiding,<br> But she guesses he is near,<br> And the sliding of the water<br> Seems the stroking of a dear<br> Hand upon her.<br> What is Summer in a fine brocaded gown!<br> I should like to see it lying in a heap upon the ground.<br> All the pink and silver crumpled up on the ground.<br> I would be the pink and silver as I ran along the paths,<br> And he would stumble after,<br> Bewildered by my laughter.<br> I should see the sun flashing from his sword-hilt and the buckles on his shoes.<br> I would choose<br> To lead him in a maze along the patterned paths,<br> A bright and laughing maze for my heavy-booted lover,<br> Till he caught me in the shade,<br> And the buttons of his waistcoat bruised my body as he clasped me,<br> Aching, melting, unafraid.<br> With the shadows of the leaves and the sundrops,<br> And the plopping of the waterdrops,<br> All about us in the open afternoon—<br> I am very like to swoon<br> With the weight of this brocade,<br> For the sun sifts through the shade.<br> Underneath the fallen blossom<br> In my bosom,<br> Is a letter I have hid.<br> It was brought to me this morning by a rider from the Duke.<br> “Madam, we regret to inform you that Lord Hartwell<br> Died in action Thursday se’nnight.”<br> As I read it in the white, morning sunlight,<br> The letters squirmed like snakes.<br> “Any answer, Madam,” said my footman.<br> “No,” I told him.<br> “See that the messenger takes some refreshment.<br> No, no answer.”<br> And I walked into the garden,<br> Up and down the patterned paths,<br> In my stiff, correct brocade.<br> The blue and yellow flowers stood up proudly in the sun,<br> Each one.<br> I stood upright too,<br> Held rigid to the pattern<br> By the stiffness of my gown.<br> Up and down I walked,<br> Up and down.<br> In a month he would have been my husband.<br> In a month, here, underneath this lime,<br> We would have broke the pattern;<br> He for me, and I for him,<br> He as Colonel, I as Lady,<br> On this shady seat.<br> He had a whim<br> That sunlight carried blessing.<br> And I answered, “It shall be as you have said.”<br> Now he is dead.<br> In Summer and in Winter I shall walk<br> Up and down<br> The patterned garden-paths<br> In my stiff, brocaded gown.<br> The squills and daffodils<br>