Summary: Have you ever wondered about what awaits us when we cross over? Have you ever dealt with a health scare where you go through a complex series of emotions and fear the future? In September 2018, I was diagnosed with Stage One Kidney Cancer while undergoing a routine CT scan. When I was first diagnosed with Cancer, I was emotionally numb about it. I felt that I would get through this bout of it since it was Stage One. I minimized it and its impact on my current life. Then I had a cryoblast/cryosurgery procedure to remove the cancer tumor from my right kidney on September 26, 2018. As I awaited the results from the surgery a complex series of emotions that were previously bottled up within me started to emerge. I felt so lucky and fortunate that I caught this tumor in its earliest stage. However, I also had a sense of guilt about those who are not as fortunate and who have a much more difficult struggle. Even now when I think back to the past few weeks, I have not fully processed the full impact of my individual experience. I have a great deal of gratitude for those who have been increbily concerned and supportive for me. On Thursday, November 1, 2018, I underwent a routine colonoscopy and endoscopy as I prepare for my next surgery. While under anesthesia, I had what I believe to be a significant spiritual experience. I believe that I might have captured a glimpse of what awaits us on the other side. I feel strongly that I encountered my deceased grandparents and other family members who reassured me and provided me with information to relay back to my mother and others in family. Most importantly, I experienced Unconditional Love in its purest form and it was powerful and healing. In this special episode, I wanted to share this experience with you and I hope that you enjoy it.
