I Used To Pray - 2004 (Award Winning) Song by Yuk Nassty

Summary: yo i was 2nd place in the 2004 John Lennon Song Writing Contest with this song. go to their site and you can see my gay ass name there. https://jlsc.com/winners/2004/finalists.php I am proud of this shit, love you fucks..... READ the Lyrics while you listen, please... It's like i ain't got friends no more.. All i got is cats i do shit for. What'd i do this for? Only stress is what i be gaining. Spending nights all Fucked up, inebriated, feeling unappreciated. I Can't Lie, at times I feel my soul has died. I Can't lie, at times I just fold and cry. it's like I lost all the will in me I never asked you to relate, I don't expect yal to fucking feel me. I only expect the worst, All I reflect is hurt. But I project a Thirst, phony but for now it works.. And all I know is what i learned just a while ago. Fakes leach quick, better shake the 1st sign of those. Cuz all it brings is Drama, worse than My Baby Momma's. Back to that Hole and unfold headaches Evil Trauma. For now I swallow pride, and roam this path of mine. right foot, left foot, follow right behind.... Chorus/Hook. I used to pray to the lord, but He don't hear me no more. Why should I continue? I don't know. I'm a long way from a solution. It's kinda hard when your Fam fucks you over and that's something you been getting used to. I tried to pray, it's useless.. at least for now, am I coward sporting frowns? or a king without his crown? i don't know if I'll ever know. Damn Yuk, will show when it's time to show? Will I go? to that spot for which I been lusting? It seems impossible cuz those I've loved I said I'm nothing. I lay in bed night after night no sleep.. Struggle by, no ease. Wonder Why, no peace. Is there something that I've did wrong tell me please. before I fully give into insanity. Nothing helps no more, the drugs don't numb the sore. The pain is way to raw. I forfeit the war. Homicide runs thru my mind when before it wouldn't. Suicide engulfs my mind when I know it shouldn't. and it be coming back lately, Daily. Got my hollering out take me, save me. then I look deep inside, and see this path of mine. Right foot, left foot, follow right behind. Chorus/Hook. Day break is here. Time to face my fears. Too bad it ain't as easy as this pen portrays it to be. I wonder do you hear me, when i be lost.. heart cold forming frost, once hard turning soft now. it's time you show me how, better yet show me why.. I can't promise a change but i guarantee a try. Every day to you I pray the story's ending true. my right foot, left foot, brings me back to you. Big Big Big kisses, thank you for fucking with me and doggs! Get Er Dumb with US LIVE every Wednesday night at 9 pm et / 6pm pt ONLY AT http://DaCorner.live - https://youtube.com/channel/UCxOQ1WXat8uoJuPa7D0H2Kg - http://mixlr.com/get-in-da-corner NEW TWATTER & PERISCOPE follow - http://twitter.com/DaCornerPodcast spreaker http://bit.ly/gidcspreaker itunes http://bit.ly/gidcp stitcher http://bit.ly/gidcstitcher google play http://bit.ly/gidcandroid soundcloud http://soundcloud.com/getindacorner youtube http://youtube.com/getindacorner LIVE youtube https://youtube.com/channel/UCxOQ1WXat8uoJuPa7D0H2Kg corner music http://facebook.com/getindacorner http://soundcloud.com/yuknassty http://instagram.com/yuknassty http://twitter.com/YukNassty_ http://twitter.com/DoggaBaby http://twitter.com/JillHimitsu http://DaCorner.live #GetInDaCorner #LiveStream #Comedy