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Ambisextrous Apostate

Summary: A bisexual ex-Mormon chick realizing there was nothing wrong with her, but with the world she was raised in. Join hosts Paxon and Natalie as they revisit Natalie’s religious trauma, her experience growing up as a closeted bisexual, and how they tackle life together. They highlight the abusive harmful aspects of the Mormon cult(ure), discuss the journey from devout Mormon to active bisexual, and help Natalie navigate life after Mormonism. An authentic podcast full of laughs, tears, and all the feels.Their goal is to connect with others by sharing their story and creating an avenue for others to share theirs.

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 Farewell | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 48

With heavy hearts, we are sad to see this podcast come to a close. We hope you continue on your journey to self discovery and healing from religious trauma. Farewell Renegades.

 18: The Bride of Jesus | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2101

This week we talk about how as a Mormon you will likely be buried in the same clothes you get married in. We also hone in on some direct contradictions between the bible and church teachings regarding temples. We then discuss the possibility that Jesus...

 17: I Now Pronounce You... | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2268

What does it take to get a Temple marriage? First, take your chances at Bishop Roulette. If you make it past the invasive questioning, you’ll schedule your sealing at your nearest temple. The temple provides you with an ugly outfit, so no need to buy a...

 16: Handshake House | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2943

God set us up for failure and it was the devil who saved us. Join us this week as we discuss the possibility that Satan is actually the good guy. provided by Purple Planet:

 15: Who's the Uber God? | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2140

Join us this week where we talk about the suicide pact that was once required to get into Heaven. We’ll also discuss the philosophy of an uber god and the idea of a dinosaur civilization with their own temple rituals. All hail the Dinosaur...

 14: Celestial Initiation | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 1835

Don’t like your current name and would like to receive a new name? Stop by your local LDS temple for your new name for only 10% of your income! Terms and conditions may apply. Please see your local bishop for...

 13: Cosplaying with Oxen | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2169

Join us as we take a look at the first two temple rituals. To start us off, cosplaying as dead people for baptisms in a giant bowl supported by twelve oxen, special temple clothing, and confirming the dead as members of the...

 12: Ce-Ter-Tel | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 3042

Do you qualify for eternal rewards or eternal damnation? Also, what exactly are the “blessings of exaltation” and how do you receive them? Fun Fact: The first, and most important, Celestial Bouncer is the one and only...Joseph...

 11: The Not So Happy Plan of Happiness | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2214

We discuss crazy doctrine regarding the Plan of Salvation, a.k.a the Plan of Happiness, and how this plan has changed hundreds of times in the last 200 years. Our conclusion? It’s all fake, or the Mormon God is just an...

 10: Undressing Gender Roles | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2086

We answer a Renegade’s question regarding the Mormon church’s views on crossdressing. We also introduce a new segment called, “I Was So Mormon That…” Did you know one of the church leaders was a Drag Queen?

 9: Gaslighting 101 | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2171

In this episode, Paxon’s grandma reaches out in support during Renegade’s Refuge while Natalie’s family isn’t quite as kind. Natalie learns the hard truth that blood makes you relatives and unconditional love makes you...

 8: Judging the Judgers | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2192

In this episode, we wrap up Natalie’s “Coming Out and Leaving the Church” discussion with her maternal grandparents. We briefly dabble in the philosophical idea that life is a test. Also, what’s Heart Sell?

 7: Jesus Jammies & Old Folks | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 1868

Natalie accidentally comes out to her Mormon maternal grandparents and tells them she’s leaving the church. It gets juicy as Natalie spills the beans and includes literal quotes from their conversation.

 6: Lying for the Lord | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 2032

In this episode, we talk about how Natalie started the process of leaving the church. Fun Fact: You can break the 9th commandment and lie for the Lord if you are an LDS church leader! Whatever it takes to make the Lord's church look better is...

 5: My Superman | File Type: audio/mpeg | Duration: 1730

Happy 4/20! In this episode, we pay tribute to Natalie’s Superman: her dad. Natalie reminisces on who her dad was and the memories they made together. Also, what is Devil’s Lettuce and Devil’s Brew? provided...


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